Hard to handle

Oh what a night... I am about to head out on the highway with so much "what's wrong with the world" to process. I got a call tonight from a police officer that was doing surveillance on one of the girls at work (They are working around the clock trying to catch the creeps that buy sex from her... A beautiful 16 year old girl). To make a long story short, I was to call them if she was leaving the house so that they could follow her. She left, I called... I feel horrible. I know that it's the right thing for her but I hate that it had to be me. Why me? This is where my job gets hard to do.

Anyways, I am off for the weekend. It is Thanksgiving after all... I wonder why I am not feeling thankful tonight. I guess it's just been a hard week. I am thankful for one thing though, that it was her out there tonight and not me. (Am I selfish??)
For now I will try to find comfort in long drive ahead of me...Ah, Thanksgiving