And then.........

My life over the past year has been nothing short of greatness. I have a career, and a good one at that! We bought a new car, moved into a cozy new apartment, and I've been reading the classics! And they are soooooo delicious! I am still very much in love, and looking forward to more great things to come. But alas, I am female, and therefore I am hardwired to want more... more more more! It's never enough. This idealistic life that I am living seems incomplete somehow. It's the mixture of watching everyone around me doing what I long for, and the fact that we are just not ready, that makes me want it so bad that I can taste it! Commitment. Marriage. A family.

It's painful. A dull ache that just never seems to soothe itself... I am impatient and it's driving me crazy.